Spoilt

I admit, I am spoilt. Not spoilt by my parents but spoilt by my friends and boyfriends around me.

Today was day 1 of CNY I thought I supposedly had a couple of hours free. Promised Nick I would meet and spend some time together.

Drag on and on and on my visiting. From 4+ we planned to meet, it became 5+, to 6+ then after dinner 10+ to 11+ and finally at 12+, he sms-ed that he is tired and I am going to bed.

Oh boy I am feeeeeling soooooooo ___________.

Usually I cannot be bothered honestly. Sure I feel guilty. But after much being myself, my friends/boyfriends generally just forget it.

Nick will probably just forget the whole thing but it still made me feel so __________.

I guess also a big part of me so badly wanna see him but couldn't.

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